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sometimes
Or all the times I suppose
We want our happiness to be long lasting
And not just temporary paradises we have to leave behind some day soon
I feel like I’ve lived my life having all of these separate epic moments of ecstasy filled joy
and then it’s over, as fast as it came

People ask me, “why do you keep doing it then? Why keep taking these leaps into briefness?”

The truth is, I don’t know how to live any other way.

I don’t know what a constant happy is.i don’t even know if it exist

So I jump and I leap and I dive into these fleeting joys, drinking in its elixir like it’s my last sip of water until I am overwhelmed with the idea that
                      This could be forever,